Stress Out

Today is really a black Friday.
Suppose to go KL with Bii,
Turns out that I heard wrongly about her mum asking her to go out and also that she was tired since yesterday.
And so I was suppose to just stay at home and waste time.
Texted Celine asking whether if she's going college or not.
She said she was only going for Economics.
I stayed at home,online for another 1 hour before going out at 8.40am.
Parked the car further than Jojo's.
If it wasn't because of that stupid thick Accouting text book I had to return to the library before holiday begins.
Actually the deadline was 20th of December.
Oh well...
Came out from library,saw JD downstairs,walking back home.
He said no one's in class.
Called Celine see and confirm again wheter if she wants to go college.
She gave up.
We went yumcha and breakfast at Yew Sing.
Drove her to Sunway Pyramid since she say wana buy pendant for her mum as birthday present.
That's when tragedy happens...
Scratched mum's car against the tiang.
Gosh.
I was thinking,mum's gona kill me if she finds out.
Her birthday present from dad.
*Tension sweat*
Luckily got sister with me.
I'll pay you back k?
Sent the car to ss19 car painting shop.
Charged me 90bucks.
But luckily it's almost perfect.
Only a bit of scratch on the front censor.
Thank god.
Walked Celine home after that.
Went Meeples to find my brother for a while.
Went home at 2.30pm.

My Blog is Dead

Refer to title
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28/10/2010

Happy 2nd Month,
Darling Chan Leanne.
I Love You !!

Lifehouse - Blind

10/10/10

Happy 10/10/10 to my dearest Chan Leanne.
I will love you with all my might.
For now,
And forever.
I love you so much Honey.

Ain't Gona Let You Go

Things had not been going the way we wanted lately.
Too many things we did.
Too much memories we shared.
Too much love I gave you.
But,
There's so much more time I wana spend with you.
So much more love I wana give you.
So many dreams that I want them to be reality.
So many hopes I wana fulfil.
And that's why I ain't gona let you go.
Never ever.
Stay strong.
Hold on.
Believe in ourselves.
I love you,Chan Leanne.

写给你，心中的真心话

从那天，我初次遇见你开始，
我的心中早已有了你的存在。
当时的我被你的美
深深地吸引着。
刚开始，我以为它只是一种短暂的感觉。
后来，我发现原来自己已经情不自禁地爱上了你。
然后，日日夜夜不停地挂念着你。
好想和你多说一句话，
好想再听你说出每一句话，
好想多见你一面，
好想多陪你一些。
是，我对你一见钟情。
我真的毫不犹豫地把
所有的爱，
所有的情，
所有的时间，
都放在你身上。
骂我愚蠢，骂我痴心吧，
但我只能告诉你，
当你叫我离你而去的时候，
我已经无法寻找勇气离开。
真的，我当时的心情好乱，心头好痛。
那一夜，我真正地了解到
我绝对不能没有你，
我会崩溃，
你明白吗？
就在我第一次握住你的手，
看见你手上的疤痕的那一刻起，
我已经对自己发了誓，
我得好好地保护着你。
我再也不想看见你伤心难过。
因为我知道，
外表坚强的你，
心里是如此地脆弱。
因此，我希望能永远看见你开心。
我要你把过去以往的落泪时刻，
心碎回忆，通通忘记，
与我从新开始写另一段
永恒的爱情故事。
后来，我们为彼此付出的事情越来越多。
爱，把我们连成一条线。
这是我平生第一次
为了一个女人做出如此多的牺牲。
我不求任何回报，
我只是希望你懂得珍惜我为你付出的一切，
因为在千百亿的人群里，
我只为了你，陈利颖，而牺牲。
我疼的只有你个。
就算要我拼了生命来爱你，
我也无所谓了。
只要你答应我
你会永远永远地爱着我，
我已经心满意足了。
虽然，
我们在一起的日子，
并不是很久，
但我想你知道，
我对你的爱，
已经超出了界限。
在我的生命里，
你已经无法被任何人取代的了。
你，对我而言，已经比自己的生命更加重要。
一路上，
我们走过各种障碍。
有些事情，有些话伤透了你的心，
我真的很内疚。
宝贝，对不起。
我抱歉，请求你的原谅。
以后，我再也不会这样伤害你了。
我也要感谢你，
依旧地爱着我，要我不再乱发脾气。
是的。我会尝试改变。
我不想让任何事情破坏我们之间的感情。
我还要和你在一起，
一直到死了那一天为止。
不，
如果上天还我一次机会，
我愿意千百世都与你在一起。
就算世界末日了，
我也绝对不会松手让你走。
我从来不喜欢那种感觉，
我不愿看见你转身离开。
因为在我生命里，
再也没有一个人
愿意为我付出这么多。
再也没有另一个她，
愿意这样疼我、爱我。
在这短短的一个月里，
不少的甜美时光
深深地埋藏在我的心里。
许许多多的事情，
许许多多的话，
打动了我的心。
就因为这样，
我对你的爱也
一天比一天更深。
还记得当初
第一次牵起你的手，
时时刻刻陪在你左右，
不停地逗你笑，
不断地关心你...
多希望能够
天天守在你身边，
天天呵护着你，
天天伴你四处流荡，
天天陪你入睡...
我愿意这样与你长厮守，
我愿意与你白头到老。
有了你在我身边的日子，
我终于明白了
什么叫爱，
什么叫牺牲。
我已经决定了，
你就是我要的人。
我要霸占你。
对不起。
再一次原谅我如此疯狂地爱着你。
因为我不想失去你，
更不想你投入别人的怀抱中。
你是我的全部，
我再也不想爱上任何人了。
从此以后，
＂我爱你＂，这三个字，
只对你一个人说。
I love you,Chan Leanne.
<3<3

One stary night,you told me...

If you go blind,

I will be your eyes.

If you go deaf,

I will be your ears.

If you become OKU (L.O.L)

I will be there for you always.

Eat,Eat & Eat

Today is also another tiring day for me.

Morning wake up,lack of sleep.

Had breakfast and started studying Psychology(Going backwards from Doctor-Patient Relationship back to Gould's study.Heck.)

Daddy fixing roof.Again.LOL.

Received a call from Uncle around 11.30am?Say wanna have lunch with us.

Went out at 1pm to Subang Parade.

Had lunch at Esquire Kitchen(The curry mee really sux.What to do?They're not specialize in cooking mee also).

Dad's lotus soup was great.Better than my tasteless soya bean and that bowl of thick,salty curry mee.

Cousins and I left the restaurant way earlier than Uncle,Aunt and my parents.

Bumped into Karen twice.

We had a small chat the second time we saw each other.

We basically talked about..Studies..Exam..Courses..And it all started cause I asked about Victoria's Secret Fashion Show...?? @.@

Cousins went Daytona-ing at Parade's arcade(Some real shitty place with not even Initial-D Stage 1 ==").And I can't believe my younger cousin sister(Form 3,I think..Yeah.PMR this year)

was using the control gear-shift-drift technique,though not really in a correct way,but still...Suprising.

Went to MPH after they finish arcading.Walked around the Chinese novel area,saw this novel.Correction,FOUND BACK this novel.Yeah.

This was the exact same book I gave to two of my teachers back in SMK Subang Utama.They were leaving SU to teach/study elsewhere.I gave them this novel as remembrance.But I'm very sure that Miss Yap VonYi will keep it nicely and always remember about how the novel ended up with her. =)

Uncle,Aunt and parents were enjoying,passing time at Coffee Bean(Mummy didn't belanja me minum coffee,the one she ordered not nice wan).Went back home after we bid goodbye.Wanted to have a nap.Check the time,4.30pm.Wafak?!?

But still...I slept.Zzz.

Took me long to wake up after being called by mum several times.Haven even get to wash my face already need to leave the house to have dinner with another Aunt of mine and my Grandparents.I felt like a zombie.

Had Curry Fish Head at Restaurant Long Khee,SS15.Saw Darren and Steven there.Darren was stucked to his PSP and didn't realize my existance.LOL.Didn't saw Steven at that time,saw his younger brother first.I was thinking--This guy looks damn familiar.Then I realise was him.Hmmm...

Went home after dinner.Study.NESLO.

Balik SJ lorh

Woke up late today.(9am?)

Had a not-really-that-nice sleep last night.
Hotel room too cold.

I slept like a rolled-up Pangolin.

Sad case betul.

Took a nice hot shower then went down to the lobby to have my breakfast.

Had...

1) DIY curry mee,
2) (Half)toast bread[The machine sux.Put 1 time the bread half toast.Put 2 times,hangus pulak.Zzz.],

3) Yogurt,

4) Omelette,

5) Coffee[Duno what kind of stupid cold coffee.Put sugar in also can't melt la]

6) Manggo juice

Took a brisk walk around the swimming pool + playground + park area.Was looking at the see-saw for quite a long while.Cause it just wont stop moving(Think ghost).Yeah.Mum was like...So 'Hong Bou' ah?Hahaha...

Went back room.Sleep again.Gosh.I really sound like some sleepy pig.

Afternoon,
Pack up luggage,check out,dapao KFC for Grandma,balik Subang Jaya.
Reach home,unpack luggage,had Wong Soon Kee nasi lemak and...Don't worry,not sleep,is study.

But before that,bii very cute,ask me stupid question...

Me --> Sorry.Was helping parents unpacking luggage and just had my bath.

Few minutes later...(Meanwhile our conversation continues)

Bii --> You back in Subang already?

LOL !!

Bii memang all time joker. XD

4 or 5pm,

Mum say go Grandma's place at Puchong.
Nak ajak cousin go Zakura wan.

Cause she say Hyotan,SS15 punya food not nice.

She say tak buka wor.
So end up she ordered pizza from Pizza Hut Online.

Tambah cheese,tambah pineapple topping. =="

Left Grandma's place around 6 or 7pm.

Went IOI Mall jalan-jalan cari makan.

Guess what?

Zakura is open.

HAHA !!

Zakura

Hot VS Cold sake

Green tea =D

Iidako !! (Less salty)

Soba